My brain has been wandering out in the fog by itself for the past few days. I berry much want to be huddled in the corner, rocking back and forth muttering "can't take this anymore... can't take this anymore...", but I don't.

too masochistic for my own good.

Not worth it trying to talk to friends anymore. They just ignore me now, or stupid *name deleted* inturrupts me, or insults me. gawd, I hate that bitch.

cut two classes yesterday, just couldn't take it anymore.

It doesn't make sense. Friends with a ton of people, yet no one seems to notice anything unless I'm unusually perky. no one's ever around to talk to.

I can't fucking sleep and I've had a headache for the past two days.

I just want a warm shoulder to cry on, is that TOO FUCKING MUCH TO ASK?!

Older Stuff:
i'm a chargin mah laz0rz. - September 30, 2008
the summertime blues - June 21, 2008
my life so far - March 22, 2008
empty pockets - February 19, 2008
speech pattern changes - March 12, 2007

don't be afraid of the future. it doesn't include you, it only removes you.

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- Thomas Payne