wow. I haven't written in here in a little bit...

I've just been bitter lately, cold and bitter and sleepy... I really don't like this side of myself, it's worse than the bitchy side, because I'm lying. Bitter because I don't get to see the bf on the 14th (even though I completely understand, it's just depressing to be alone all the time), 'cause he's not going to be here, sitter still about being tired last time I was at the zoo, and getting hints that I should stay home, or that I'm not dedicated enough, or that I don't really want to advance.

Now, since I failed my advanced algebra 2 class, and I've applied to a bunch of private schools,the pact lady (who has the bitchin' tattoos), and the councelor want me to take night school, since it's not good enough just to pass math requirements for highschool, even if you've exceeded other requirements. They keep telling me that the colleges I really want won't want me if I don't do it, so I really have no choice, and I'm feeling all trapped in a corner in a room with spiked walls

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weird weird dream. - June 18, 2006
jobness! - June 08, 2006
rommate flux - May 29, 2006
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