October 15, 2002 - more bad poetry
December 31, 2001 - The train of my life just might fly off the tracks...
December 31, 2001 - resolution
December 30, 2001 - I giggle like an idiot, I do.....
December 30, 2001 - new years eve eve.... heh heh
December 28, 2001 - Cigarette smoked
December 27, 2001 - partay!
December 26, 2001 - run/hide
December 24, 2001 - pack it all in
December 23, 2001 - short entry
December 22, 2001 - empty and alone
December 22, 2001 - pierced!
December 21, 2001 - giggling, thrashing, screaming euphoria.
December 19, 2001 - ...violent tendencies...
December 18, 2001 - I just wanna fly
December 17, 2001 - Thrashing Tattoo Artist
December 16, 2001 - new way to scream my soul
December 16, 2001 - crash and burn, all the stars come out tonight
December 15, 2001 - just listen to me.... please......
December 14, 2001 - one more week......
December 12, 2001 - drifting....
December 11, 2001 - I have no grip on reality.... watch me waste away
December 20, 2001 - Happy birthday to me!
December 10, 2001 - I want to cry. But I can't now.
December 09, 2001 - tear away my soul, why don't you....
December 08, 2001 - Metal is a hug for the soul....
December 08, 2001 - CONCERT!
December 07, 2001 - I am so mad I can't talk.
December 06, 2001 - foggy mist day
December 05, 2001 - An enlightened and liberated woman
December 05, 2001 - An enlightened and liberated woman
December 05, 2001 - Driving faster in my car......
December 03, 2001 - The art of drowning
December 02, 2001 - kaja
December 01, 2001 - Movies...
November 30, 2001 - nice.
November 29, 2001 - Why bother?
November 28, 2001 - silver...
November 27, 2001 - I am not repellant!
November 26, 2001 - Nobody likes me...everybody hates me...
November 25, 2001 - ...diggy said the boogie said up drop the boogie...
November 22, 2001 - Aaaaagh.......
November 22, 2001 - All right!
November 21, 2001 - It's good to be me.....
November 20, 2001 - It's over.
November 20, 2001 - just another face in the crowd...
November 19, 2001 - just shoot me now...
November 18, 2001 - Sean
November 18, 2001 - Harvest Festival!
November 18, 2001 - Aww.......
November 17, 2001 - Festival tomorrow, nothing today...
November 16, 2001 - I'm the innocent one...
November 15, 2001 - eeeegh.
November 14, 2001 - Watch out, I'm CAFFINATED!
November 14, 2001 - clammy
November 13, 2001 - All I want in life is to be happy
November 13, 2001 - So I fall again.
November 13, 2001 - bumperstickers
November 12, 2001 - eeeurgh...
November 12, 2001 - not again...
November 11, 2001 - I hate algebra with a passion.
November 10, 2001 - If I had my way, he'd be lying in a pool of blood with a hatchet sticking out of his skull...
November 09, 2001 - Just give me sleep and an mp3 fix and no one gets hurt
November 08, 2001 - sleeeeeeeeeep.......
November 07, 2001 - feel?
November 06, 2001 - Sleep now in the fire...
November 05, 2001 - There's a system to the system. I don't fit in a system.
November 04, 2001 - I'M BACK, BABY!
November 04, 2001 - Memorial
November 03, 2001 - doesn't make me bad.
November 03, 2001 - I woke up with a song in my head.
November 01, 2001 - I have a good feeling about this!
November 01, 2001 - Stupid school district morons!
November 01, 2001 - New layout in mind.
October 31, 2001 - Spirit within...
October 30, 2001 - pondering drugs....
October 29, 2001 - rolling deep blue clouds
October 29, 2001 - metalmouth
October 28, 2001 - shrouded moon
October 28, 2001 - Fine. You win. Happy?
October 27, 2001 - no news=good news?
October 27, 2001 - FOOOOOOOOOOOF!
October 27, 2001 - FOOOOOOOOOOOF!
October 27, 2001 - Whining about literature
October 26, 2001 - Ginger insecurities
October 26, 2001 - empty
October 26, 2001 - Semi crappy, bittersweet
October 25, 2001 - Why is it everytime I get a new version...
October 25, 2001 - Hot day...
October 24, 2001 - candles....
October 24, 2001 - Freak on a leash....
October 25, 2001 - plans for freedom
October 23, 2001 - One small pin prick for labs, one giant leap for Chia-kind!
October 23, 2001 - Tape my head down...
October 22, 2001 - Feeling short again...
October 22, 2001 - I feel so bad, I feel so numb, yeah...
October 21, 2001 - bored.
October 21, 2001 - Life continues to piss me off....
October 21, 2001 - My dad doesn't know how to read people.
October 19, 2001 - musings in the darkness
October 19, 2001 - fight the power!
October 19, 2001 - rollin rollin rollin rollin...
October 18, 2001 - Just quit it already!
October 18, 2001 - sounds like teen spirit...
October 16, 2001 - ugh
October 17, 2001 - zombie girl....
October 16, 2001 - here we go again....
October 14, 2001 - interesting....
October 13, 2001 - night market under the pyramid
October 13, 2001 - I guess I've always been....
October 13, 2001 - envelopes and guyots
October 12, 2001 - Don't mock me.
October 11, 2001 - strangly optimistic
October 11, 2001 - smells like school spirit
October 10, 2001 - I want a car.
October 13, 2001 - All I want....
October 09, 2001 - woohoo! I PASSED!
October 09, 2001 - stress
October 08, 2001 - another look within
October 08, 2001 - blessing of the purkle sky
October 08, 2001 - Day
October 07, 2001 - pogo pogo pogo pogo.....
October 06, 2001 - I've needed a break then....
October 06, 2001 - Random babblements
October 05, 2001 - buzzing....
October 05, 2001 - *diaryrings*
October 05, 2001 - Donde es el autobus?
October 04, 2001 - Lying limp and defeated agains the wall
October 04, 2001 - That same book of darkness
October 03, 2001 - I wanna go scuba diving.
October 03, 2001 - Black and red baybee!
October 03, 2001 - Don't wanna go!
October 02, 2001 - Change is good....
October 02, 2001 - Nuttin much.
October 01, 2001 - Life is boring me right now...
October 01, 2001 - dissection of personality tests
October 01, 2001 - food coloring
September 30, 2001 - Poor Magician Dan...
September 30, 2001 - Trace inducing music of the Sufi Ney...
September 28, 2001 - Hidden and confined....
September 28, 2001 - Death fruit
September 28, 2001 - Island in the sun....
September 28, 2001 - concert...
September 27, 2001 - Much better
September 29, 2001 - .oO Hypnotic Oo.
September 26, 2001 - This morning
September 26, 2001 - I guess he's just hitting on everyone, because he has no life... how sad...
September 25, 2001 - Hmm.... tingly mint sensation....
November 02, 2001 - eurgh.
September 24, 2001 - knives in the darkness
September 22, 2001 - This is War......
September 22, 2001 - It's all good...
September 21, 2001 - like the lil blue pills, only yellowy and liquidy...
September 20, 2001 - it got worse....
September 20, 2001 - dammit.
September 19, 2001 - It's my curse....
September 18, 2001 - get'chr groove on...
September 18, 2001 - I scream without a sound...
September 17, 2001 - Follow your bliss?
September 17, 2001 - We are the world... we are the children...
September 16, 2001 - 101 things about me, because everyone else is doing it too...
September 15, 2001 - Nothing..... there is nothing to it at all...
September 14, 2001 - The Pumpkin Strikes Back!
September 14, 2001 - Close call.... I'm a fricken moron... or just absent minded...
September 13, 2001 - Just don't try and blame it on me
September 12, 2001 - Out for BLOOD!
September 12, 2001 - I want to be a kid again....
September 11, 2001 - Sad and disgusting...
September 11, 2001 - EVACUATION!!!!!!!!
September 09, 2001 - IT'S THE FLOOR SQUEEGEE!!!!!!!!
September 08, 2001 - Facing the past... boldly and unflinchingly
September 08, 2001 - Sing..... sing a song.....
September 08, 2001 - Hardy har... *yawn*
September 07, 2001 - *Full Circle*
September 07, 2001 - That was quick....
September 04, 2001 - It's the Great Pumpkin Hunt, Green Phantom!
September 04, 2001 - forsaken....flames in the water...
September 03, 2001 - Vacations can spoil a person....
September 02, 2001 - Fuzzy Puppy! Awwwwwwww!
September 1, 2001 - As I close my eyes. I FEEL LIKE I'M SLIPPING AWAY!
September 01, 2001 - ZOINKS!
August 31, 2001 - Dependence.....
August 31, 2001 - Return of the brat....
August 30, 2001 - school again...
August 27, 2001 - Moon.....
August 27, 2001 - It's a constant reminder whether you notice it or not.
August 27, 2001 - Return to PRISON!!!!!!!
August 26, 2001 - The bell tolls....
August 26, 2001 - At least I know now....
August 26, 2001 - WHOO!
August 25, 2001 - *groan*
August 24, 2001 - I tried to dye...
August 24, 2001 - we represent the lollypop guild...
August 23, 2001 - *bounces like a blumaroo*
2001-08-22 - WHAT THE FUCK IS HIS PROBLEM????????
2001-08-21 - passport
2001-08-21 - Close shear....
2001-08-21 - Weird....
2001-08-20 - Falling away from me...
2001-08-20 - Punky.....
2001-08-19 - Sleep deprived mumblings... *yawn*
2001-08-19 - fluffy....
2001-08-19 - They'll have to drag me back. Kicking,screaming,fighting,ranting...
2001-08-19 - music downloads!
2001-08-18 - Of puppys and guinea pigs...
2001-08-18 - The face remains the same...
2001-08-17 - Look at me! Look at me! I'm stuck in my pit of lethargy!
2001-08-16 - HA! Thank you Julie!
2001-08-16 - Diaryland is freaky!
2001-08-16 - In your face dad!
2001-08-15 - Damn hypocrite!
2001-08-15 - Free!
2001-08-14 - Drama Queen
2001-08-14 - the beast is subdued.
2001-08-14 - eep
2001-08-14 - a poem of farewell
2001-08-13 - my own darkness
2001-08-13 - pissed off introspection
2001-08-13 - Me? Normal?NOOO!
2001-08-12 - telemarketer conversation
2001-08-11 - Space Party...
2001-08-10 - zoo...
2001-08-09 - Boring days and Henna capades...
2001-08-07 - Chia goes Artsy I
2001-08-06 - woohoo
2001-08-05 - Annie! Get out of my head!
2001-08-05 - What would you be willing to die for?
2001-08-05 - You can pick your nose, but you can't pick your family.
2001-08-04 - purple does not equal grape.
2001-08-04 - explaination
2001-08-03 - Random things/factoids about me
2001-08-03 - The End.
2001-08-03 - Of rats and orange lights
2001-08-02 - HTML Poem
2001-08-01 - NOOOOOOOOO!
2001-07-31 - I don't hate it, but I don't enjoy it either
2001-07-27 - Is there more than this? I really hope so...
2001-07-26 - Urgh........
2001-07-24 - The eternal Question: Social Life; do I have one? Do I need one?
2001-07-24 - Everybody hurts somebody sometimes, but when it's purposeful.....
2001-07-24 - Ooh..... swirling bubbly things......
2001-07-23 - I leave for 9 days and look what happens......
2001-07-12 - Adventures at the library
2001-07-11 - I never thought this day would come....
2001-07-11 - inspiration strikes...
2001-07-10 - Subliminal music?
2001-07-09 - Moulin Rouge! And Ewan Mc Gregor, who rules!
2001-07-08 - The meaning of life..... as pondered by Chiajedi
2001-07-07 - Lessons of hypocrites
2001-07-06 - The angry bitch poem
2001-07-06 - Stupidity and empathy...
2001-07-06 - alligator!
September 14, 2001 - LOL--ad nauseum.... :)
2001-07-05 - Why standardized tests suck...
2001-07-04 - 4th of July, but what have I to celebrate?
2001-07-04 - The pain of the past can help you in the future
2001-07-03 - poetry, 8th and 9th
2001-07-03 - ranting about the system
2001-07-03 - intro
2001-07-10 - The jedi meets the brat
November 11, 2001 - all alone in the world....
September 22, 2001 - TRA LA LA FRICKIN LA!
2001-07-31 - Silence is only tolerable when I'm alone.
September 06, 2001 - Xena would have kicked major ass with a lightsaber...
September 29, 2001 - Cookie
December 04, 2001 - *shiver* *shiver*
September 05, 2001 - Beauty.... utter beauty....
2001-08-02 - ornaments
September 10, 2001 - Stroke of genius?
September 13, 2001 - Doot Doot, Doo Doo Doot Doot Doot Doo..... SUGAR!
October 29, 2001 - Orthodontists are sadistic.
August 31, 2001 - 3 day vacation baybee!
2001-08-08 - Chia goes Artsy II
November 25, 2001 - desperate
November 24, 2001 - System of a down....
November 24, 2001 - This must be what it's like to be a junkie...
November 23, 2001 - WAHOOOOOOO!
October 07, 2001 - I'm exhausted.... and my damn printer ain't working!
November 23, 2001 - Damn, it's cold....
September 21, 2001 - nmmm.....

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