December 31, 2002 - blue flashy lights...December 29, 2002 - -
December 28, 2002 - silver tainted clouds
December 27, 2002 - uhmmmm
December 25, 2002 - merry fucking x-mas, yo
December 24, 2002 - eeeevil.
December 22, 2002 - get your party on, right
December 21, 2002 - happy fucking birthday.
December 18, 2002 - voices
December 17, 2002 - THWAP
December 16, 2002 - ow.
December 13, 2002 - facts
December 12, 2002 - take back your minks...take back your pearls
December 11, 2002 - ...
December 10, 2002 - Chia spazzed.
December 09, 2002 - O.o
December 08, 2002 - "less talking, more kissing"
December 07, 2002 - Amy doesn't live here.
December 06, 2002 - caffinamated
December 05, 2002 - they've given you a number, and taken away your name
December 04, 2002 - zzzzzz
December 02, 2002 - I rather would fly away on it
November 30, 2002 - coldness
November 28, 2002 - stagnate
November 27, 2002 - wheefun!
November 25, 2002 - will you?
November 25, 2002 - little ceramic stars
November 24, 2002 - lyrics time...
November 23, 2002 - I just don't get it.
November 21, 2002 - durrrrrrh
November 19, 2002 - the world is a vampire, set to drain
November 18, 2002 - -
November 18, 2002 - slam
November 17, 2002 - i wish all those little voices would just shut up
November 16, 2002 - blue and purple and green
November 15, 2002 - burnin' the 9:00 oil....
November 15, 2002 - puff
November 14, 2002 - beautiful and carefree, that's how I used to be
November 13, 2002 - just had to VENT.
November 11, 2002 - redux or retois? *shrugs*
November 10, 2002 - I break my heart as a precaution.
November 10, 2002 - look
November 09, 2002 - so called dinner.
November 09, 2002 - writers block
November 07, 2002 - rain washes everything clean
November 06, 2002 - zooooombie
November 05, 2002 - questions
November 05, 2002 - endorphins are our friends
November 03, 2002 - I am a thousand flames: hold me back, and you will burn
November 02, 2002 - half life
November 01, 2002 - heartfelt honesty
November 01, 2002 - _
October 31, 2002 - 04! OH FUCK!
October 30, 2002 - rah rah rah. go team. lose team.
October 29, 2002 - effects wearing off
October 28, 2002 - mother and father know best.
October 27, 2002 - take a trip in my head-turn it again-I might be wrong
October 27, 2002 - oh yeah...
Sunday, Oct. 27, 2002 - My Diaryland Trading Card
October 25, 2002 - audioslave
October 24, 2002 - boing....SLAM!
October 22, 2002 - a pill to make you numb, a pill to make you dumb, a pill to shut up everybody else.
October 21, 2002 - because there's nothing left to say that has not been said
October 19, 2002 - stalking fun?
October 17, 2002 - conflicted in a symphony of cliches
October 16, 2002 - necessary casket
October 14, 2002 - guess what
October 13, 2002 - email
October 11, 2002 - it's all so overrated
October 09, 2002 - Pahtk to group assignments!
October 07, 2002 - what I need is a mindreader...
October 05, 2002 - Cash for Austrailia
October 04, 2002 - my ears do not hang low.
October 03, 2002 - I just needed someone to talk to, you were just too busy with yourself.
October 02, 2002 - this song is a poem to myself it helps me to live. in case of fire break the glass and move on into your own
October 01, 2002 - there's many a tear in the heart that never reaches the eyes
September 29, 2002 - I disgust myself.
September 29, 2002 - my gift to you
September 28, 2002 - or so I have learned
September 28, 2002 - feel free to worry about da drunk chiajedi
September 27, 2002 - DEFENCE! *clap clap*
September 27, 2002 - you're just the flavor of the week
September 26, 2002 - you can have it all, my empire of dirt, I will let you down, I will make you hurt
September 25, 2002 - lil blue-green pills
September 24, 2002 - can't go on living this way... nothing's alright.
September 23, 2002 - warm safe place
September 22, 2002 - zoo/adam/social life?
September 21, 2002 - grrrrrrrrrrrrrr
September 20, 2002 - plans
September 20, 2002 - whoo randomness.
September 19, 2002 - my ears are burning
September 18, 2002 - realization
September 17, 2002 - damn Zinn
September 16, 2002 - ...before I sputter out
September 15, 2002 - guitar
September 14, 2002 - one.big.dark.room
September 14, 2002 - novicane for the soul
September 13, 2002 - cheesed off
September 12, 2002 - waste of energy
September 11, 2002 - wonderment
September 07, 2002 - happiness is a warm body to lean against, RIGHT?!
September 06, 2002 - ...tommy gun...bloodlust....a perfect teenhood...fuck you...
September 06, 2002 - w00
September 05, 2002 - fun with exacto knives!
September 03, 2002 - -bleed-
September 01, 2002 - hurrah!
August 31, 2002 - can't say no
August 30, 2002 - i got issues.
August 28, 2002 - -
August 27, 2002 - Yes, I dwell in hell, but it's a hell that I can grip
August 27, 2002 - implosion
August 26, 2002 - meaningless questions
August 26, 2002 - yeah, a super pill to make things better
August 25, 2002 - Inti.
August 24, 2002 - tonight tonight
August 24, 2002 - Australia
August 23, 2002 - feelin like a freak on a leash
August 23, 2002 - it has been scientifically determined, for your safety!
August 21, 2002 - people suck.
August 20, 2002 - help
August 18, 2002 - -
August 17, 2002 - day
August 16, 2002 - interesting
August 15, 2002 - in which Chia finally sees the light.
August 14, 2002 - and the days go by...
August 14, 2002 - quizzes
August 13, 2002 - fuck you, Walgreens!
August 10, 2002 - party-sugar high-w00
August 09, 2002 - mnnmmmm
August 08, 2002 - does anybody know the reason or the combination for this life and where they keep it?
August 07, 2002 - schiznool.
August 06, 2002 - taking sleep into my own hands
August 04, 2002 - -
August 03, 2002 - help me, I broke apart my insides, help me, I've got no soul to sell, help me, the only thing that works for me... help me get away from myself.
August 02, 2002 - gone...
July 31, 2002 - Popo is dying.
July 30, 2002 - I never meant to cause you trouble
July 30, 2002 - holding back...
July 29, 2002 - vacation. whoop de doo.
July 26, 2002 - ahh... sweet lies
July 25, 2002 - amusement park...
July 23, 2002 - kill my father.
July 22, 2002 - *screams*
July 20, 2002 - Muppet girl
July 19, 2002 - damn lungs...
July 18th, 2002 - The fragility of it all
July 18, 2002 - days go by...
July 15, 2002 - pbbth
July 14, 2002 - let's shoot up nutmeg!
July 11, 2002 - Yeah, they're right, it *is* pointless.
July 11, 2002 - could this day get any fucking worse?
July 09, 2002 - I shatter.
July 09, 2002 - pecking order
July 08, 2002 - exfoliate
July 07, 2002 - ubbb
July 06, 2002 - mental bondage
July 04, 2002 - blanket of a burning sky
July 01, 2002 - blindness
July 01, 2002 - -
June 30, 2002 - *thump*
June 28, 2002 - skyz
June 27, 2002 - all the world I've seen before me passing by
June 26, 2002 - break me out of these white walls
June 26, 2002 - boom.
June 25, 2002 - darkness
June 24, 2002 - Haight street owns you, baby.
June 23, 2002 - zzzzzzzz
June 22, 2002 - can't stop wallowing
June 21, 2002 - wanna-gripes-blargh
June 20, 2002 - her? me?
June 19, 2002 - and just like the movies, we play out our last scene...
June 19, 2002 - fluff post
June 17, 2002 - Nothing.
June 15, 2002 - I asked for numbness, but this is fucking ridiculous.
June 14, 2002 - cut cut cut cut cut cut cut cut cut cut cut cut cut cut
June 13, 2002 - throck
June 12, 2002 - Angelus,
June 11, 2002 - flash!
June 10, 2002 - blue guy
June 10, 2002 - LOOKIT!
June 09, 2002 - What part of "LEAVE ME ALONE" doesn't she understand?!
June 09, 2002 - the importance of reading everything
June 08, 2002 - *nod* *nod* *nod* *nod*
June 07, 2002 - yeah.... ok
June 06, 2002 - happy death day to you, baby....
June 05, 2002 - nice
June 04, 2002 - your disease is killing me
June 04, 2002 - murf.
June 03, 2002 - T minus 3 days left ...
June 02, 2002 - mwahahaha... more quizzes, I say! (and musings)
June 02, 2002 - the sound
June 01, 2002 - punk-aloe-sugar
June 01, 2002 - *grumbles*
May 31, 2002 - questions
May 30, 2002 - whining
May 29, 2002 - talking about youself in the 3rd person is fun
May 28, 2002 - 500 Internal Error
May 27, 2002 - hiku/silence/thinking/I'll never see him again will I?
May 27, 2002 - site
May 25, 2002 - mascara stained tears
May 24, 2002 - invisible/rip
May 24, 2002 - the trick is to keep breathing
May 23, 2002 - eep!
May 22, 2002 - clarity
May 22, 2002 - mumbling ranting-nothing much
May 21, 2002 - oh
May 20, 2002 - aha
May 19, 2002 - plastic figurine
May 19, 2002 - young...
May 18, 2002 - oh shit.....
May 17, 2002 - no emotional outburst...
May 17, 2002 - lauch yourself through the haze in your eyes
May 17, 2002 - chia meets mega hal
May 16, 2002 - 1 more day....
May 15, 2002 - we're the dangerous monsters
May 14, 2002 - swim through it all
May 13, 2002 - mnmnmmmh
May 12, 2002 - not so simple wish
May 11, 2002 - tie dye daze
May 10, 2002 - Dizzy blur
May 09, 2002 - i'll just drift, thank you very much. hurts too much to swim against the masses...
May 09, 2002 - tapioca
May 08, 2002 - useless
May 08, 2002 - blasted shit of a poem
May 07, 2002 - spectre
May 06, 2002 - i. am. so. fucking. stupid.
May 05, 2002 - Woooooo
May 03, 2002 - guitars/rambling/cash
May 02, 2002 - different...
May 02, 2002 - whittling away slowly...
May 01, 2002 - drift away on the soft blue clouds...
April 25, 2002 - Grades
April 26, 2002 - ogres
April 23, 2002 - ladybug
April 22, 2002 - .
April 21, 2002 - splat
April 20, 2002 - I run around in spinny circles
April 13, 2002 - ear
April 11, 2002 - a truth.
April 10, 2002 - I can operate without thinking.
April 09, 2002 - f*** dland
April 08, 2002 - mondays are bad.
April 08, 2002 - ...
April 07, 2002 - he's so young...
April 07, 2002 - die prohosting die.
April 06, 2002 - frustration lane...
April 05, 2002 - click click click
April 05, 2002 - annoying hyper people shave polar bears.
April 04, 2002 - This one goes out to the one I love...
April 03, 2002 - loathe what....
April 02, 2002 - trash me
April 01, 2002 - twang
March 31, 2002 - happy? I'm really not sure....
March 29, 2002 - different views
March 28, 2002 - It's not *you* I don't trust...
March 26, 2002 - what would happen?
March 26, 2002 - I'm not beautiful like you, I'm beautiful like me...
March 25, 2002 - Survey! w00t!
March 24, 2002 - purple hair...
March 22, 2002 - apologies
March 22, 2002 - hemlock
March 21, 2002 - realization.
March 21, 2002 - Bunny Bunny Bunny...
March 18, 2002 - I never meant to cause you trouble...
March 17, 2002 - Izzles
March 19, 2002 - don't want to move....
March 16, 2002 - Warm fuzzy feeling
March 15, 2002 - searching for a link to the past
March 15, 2002 - peachy
March 13, 2002 - Damn...
March 12, 2002 - I got my feet on the ground and I don't go to sleep to dream
March 12, 2002 - black is beautiful
March 11, 2002 - At last!
March 10, 2002 - urge to kill rising.....
March 10, 2002 - Song in progress- To the person who doesn't exist
March 07, 2002 - don't make me go....
March 06, 2002 - I don't mind the rain sometimes
March 05, 2002 - look up in the clouds
March 04, 2002 - mindless rambling and searching for a happy medium
April 30, 2002 - funny feeling...
March 04, 2002 - nice...
March 03, 2002 - I'm deluded...
March 02, 2002 - how do I get through my life?
March 02, 2002 - shoot the breeze...
March 01, 2002 - I don't understand myself.
February 28, 2002 - Civil Disobedience
February 27, 2002 - the trick is to keep breathing
February 27, 2002 - *whomp* *smack* *oooh*
February 26, 2002 - kill.....your.....school.....
February 25, 2002 - This entry brought to you by the misguided Californian Republican gubernatorial canidates and the word "psycho".
March 03, 2002 - Look at the stars, look how they shine for you...
February 24, 2002 - What is this...
February 24, 2002 - park...
February 24, 2002 - obese chinchilla
February 23, 2002 - snooze
February 21, 2002 - loathing
February 20, 2002 - Wendy
February 19, 2002 - fading fast...
February 18, 2002 - no more...
February 17, 2002 - silence
February 15, 2002 - Scholarship
February 15, 2002 - blaaaaaaah
February 14, 2002 - boxers...
February 22, 2002 - nothing much
February 16, 2002 - hair
February 13, 2002 - rain
February 13, 2002 - blurb
February 12, 2002 - escape
February 11, 2002 - lost my essence...
February 10, 2002 - wistful
February 09, 2002 - get a hobby, girl!
February 09, 2002 - two faced....
February 08, 2002 - not feeling so great about myself
February 06, 2002 - college
February 05, 2002 - melt
February 03, 2002 - *blink* *blink*
February 02, 2002 - fire eater
February 02, 2002 - my compy hates me.
January 31, 2002 - that bitch....
January 30, 2002 - agh....
January 29, 2002 - pissed off
January 28, 2002 - what the?
January 27, 2002 - sleep deprived mumblings over a cup of chai tea
January 25, 2002 - Whee!
January 27, 2002 - wistful
January 24, 2002 - I give up.
January 21, 2002 - Yours, for a 7 day trial period!
January 21, 2002 - you know what?
January 21, 2002 - nothing
January 20, 2002 - sleep talking
January 19, 2002 - maybe there's a reason for my secretiveness....
January 18, 2002 - secretive? moi?
February 11, 2002 - Grinchy
February 04, 2002 - lethargy?
January 15, 2002 - never a good idea to mess with me when I'm sleepy...
January 14, 2002 - poem/cartoons
January 13, 2002 - caffine, please....
January 12, 2002 - .oO Sugar Girl and the band guys Oo.
January 12, 2002 - concert! WOOHOO!
January 10, 2002 - heh
January 09, 2002 - ignore 'em all, lean on the wall...
January 08, 2002 - cut my life into pieces...
January 07, 2002 - school again
January 06, 2002 - optomistic
January 05, 2002 - giggling in the rain
January 04, 2002 - pessimism
January 03, 2002 - running around.....
January 02, 2002 - the cheese stands alone
February 07, 2002 - Chia-Zombie
January 01, 2002 - new year, and I wanna roll over and sleep
April 29, 2002 - rehash
January 20, 2002 - new day....
April 12, 2002 - cactus
January 17, 2002 - I need better memory
March 27, 2002 - calm blue something....
February 01, 2002 - agh
January 16, 2002 - And now we wait....
January 01, 2002 - Life has knocked me down. I don't think I can get up.
January 04, 2002 - Riding in cars, with dogs.
March 09, 2002 - fuck the world