or: My "actual" list of mistakes and regrets*

1. Not calling Adam back. I might have actually had something there, but it's too late to find out and I've been kicking myself over it since it happened.

2. My indeciciveness when it comes to trying to understand how I'm actually feeling and my reluctance to shoot my inhibitions and actually go for what I want.

3. Putting up with shit as long as I do before doing anything about it.

4. Seeming like such a bitch at times.

5. Not taking it upon myself to get myself a social life.

These are the most disturbing to me now, hopefully now what I've admitted it, I'll be able to bring myself to do something about it instead of doing the same things over and over again and hating myself for it.

*It's almost Samhain, good time to reflect and keep in mind things about myself I'd like to change...

Older Stuff:
i'm a chargin mah laz0rz. - September 30, 2008
the summertime blues - June 21, 2008
my life so far - March 22, 2008
empty pockets - February 19, 2008
speech pattern changes - March 12, 2007

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