I hate being the wacky but sensible one. It's the store of my fucking life, and it bloody irritates me. I'm the wacky but sensible best friend who is stable and gives good advice. I like the people come to me for advice, but I hate that I'm the one giving it. I almost wish I had more problems, more drama and shit in my life. I hate that I'm so fucking responsible. I'm 20, I shouldn't be responsible now. But of course, most of the people I hang with are responsible now, but they weren't 2-5 years ago, and so they're settling down.

I really wish I didn't care what people thought about me. I always feel like if I started "acting out" now:
1. I would know I was acting out and would feel guilty about it
2. People would figure out why I was doing it and look down on me

Older Stuff:
i'm a chargin mah laz0rz. - September 30, 2008
the summertime blues - June 21, 2008
my life so far - March 22, 2008
empty pockets - February 19, 2008
speech pattern changes - March 12, 2007

don't be afraid of the future. it doesn't include you, it only removes you.

It is the duty of every patriot to protect his country from his government."
- Thomas Payne