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conflicted in a symphony of cliches
October 17, 2002-11:08 a.m.

Chia's feelin The current mood of chiataur at www.imood.com

Picture this...

It's a dark stormy night...because part of me is cliche like that...

There's a little girl standing in the middle of a busy passage way, and she's wimpering softly. No one looks up. No one stops...because I don't assertively address anything that hurts me; headaches, the gripping sting of being lonely...

A black-clad teenager jumps in a car, guns the engine and takes off down the coast, guitars blaring, face grim...because I cannot stand living in this house with these people anymore.

A little old lady surrounded by cats stares down at the photo album in her lap and wonders where it all went wrong...because I have no idea where I'm headed, but this is the path of least resistance...

A child playing hide n' seek scrambles under a dock to hide. No one finds them, but they stay, in hopes that someone will eventually find them... The tide comes in, the child drowns.because hiding does nothing....

A person in anguish and tears hurls themself off a cliff, bounces off the jagged rocks and into the ocean...because I do not belong here, the world of the dead is a lonely place for the living, and the world of the living is a lonely place for the dead...

Older Stuff:
i'm a chargin mah laz0rz. - September 30, 2008
the summertime blues - June 21, 2008
my life so far - March 22, 2008
empty pockets - February 19, 2008
speech pattern changes - March 12, 2007

don't be afraid of the future. it doesn't include you, it only removes you.

It is the duty of every patriot to protect his country from his government."
- Thomas Payne