It's amazing how you can both want someone and loathe them at the same time. I don't understand it. It's... tantalizing, it's what you want when they're telling you "no". I have the mentality of a toddler. It makes you care what other people think. It makes you want to say "Look at me! Pay attention to me! Why aren't you looking at me?!?!?!" and then throw a tantrum.

I mean, if someone's just literally fucking with your mind, what are you supposed to do? We're close, doesn't that mean anything to you? You don't have to be obvious... it';s times like this that I wonder how the hell you redeem yourself...

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