I feel like a such a bitch.

Let me get this perfectly straight. I do not "hate" my friends. I want to be friends with them. I want to be the type of friend who is there for her friends. Hell, I went over to a friend's house just because she was depressed about a party she went to where she felt alienated. But now, now it's different.

Constant bitching. Much like I do here, like the rest of the whiny diarylanderists my age. I've always figured, it's my webspace, and I'll bitch and moan and whine if I want to, right? I don't force anyone to read it. I might attention whore a little bit, but not exactly in "public".

I do not hold people captive to my whining and then wait for advice I already know they'll give and then shoot back tired excuses. I keept it to myself, when I can manage to. I do not repeatedly call people asking for advice. Ever. >.< It's a bad idea. If you feel isolated, don't ever do that to your friends.

How hard is it to take a class, or go places, and just do stuff? Yes, I understand your parental units don't want you out and about, but you're 19! How can they justify it? Why don't you take it upon yourself to change your life?

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weird weird dream. - June 18, 2006
jobness! - June 08, 2006
rommate flux - May 29, 2006
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