radiation is starting to really kick in. Not just one sore spot on my head, but 2.

Life is painful. I've started talking the advice hollow gives me, and I'm not sure if it's necessicarily the best thing for me to do, but I'm doing it.

I've had no good intellectual conversations in weeks. I can feel my brain atrophy.

I have no contact with people my own age unless I'm at the zoo or talking to the people I'm going to Austrailia with online. I'm a bird girl.

I miss Mark. Can't call him, he's in Oregon. He wanted to go out some more, but there wasn't any time before he left, I don't see him until I get back. In all honesty, I really care about him, but it really bothers me that I don't get to see him. And then again, the whole intellectual thing. Yours truly is just a sort of intellectual snob.

With a dwindling social life.

oh. and I joined a gym.

Older Stuff:
i'm a chargin mah laz0rz. - September 30, 2008
the summertime blues - June 21, 2008
my life so far - March 22, 2008
empty pockets - February 19, 2008
speech pattern changes - March 12, 2007

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- Thomas Payne