I've been thinking about college lately, because everyone is leaving me. Keep walking, no abandonment issues here, really.

I think I've mentioned, I'm really starting to push for Seattle instead of the UCs, because of the really cool looking (for lack of a better term) art school, and the fact that they were able to convince my mom that I can indeed use an art degree for some sort of a career. Doesn't matter to me that they're saying, "You know, it rains in Seattle...". Right now, it's all about expanding my worldview.

It's a Sagittarius thing. Expansiveness. Curiosity. The drive for exploration and growth. As I'm sure I've mentioned, I'm stagnating here. There's not much pushing me to do my best except for the hopes of leaving.

Friends? As far as I'm concerned, regarding the ones at school, they can all fuck off. I annoy them, they annoy me, really no point in bothering with it.

And so, I'll expand my mind. Close off the world again with headphones, open up the mind again with philosophy, and legal rights, and how to win arguments.

I don't understand now, why I'm being told to slow down, enjoy these years, because I'll miss them and such. I really don't think I will.

I just want to get away from here and move on.

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weird weird dream. - June 18, 2006
jobness! - June 08, 2006
rommate flux - May 29, 2006
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don't be afraid of the future. it doesn't include you, it only removes you.

It is the duty of every patriot to protect his country from his government."
- Thomas Payne