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November 29, 2001-10:10 p.m.

Chia's feelin The current mood of Chia at www.imood.com

I feel empty, and I hurt inside.

We had debate club meeting today at lunch, we debated, and I was happy. And there's a debate thing on December 11th. I think I'll go, if I don't have zoo.

But I still hurt. I've been hurting, but no one notices.

Not my friends, they aren;t very observant. Not my online peeps, they don't see beneath the surface at all.

No one sees me.

I'm not here.

And I just realized, I've been wearing purple and black for the last 3 days.

*sigh*

The hurting's not going to stop. It never really goes away.

Everything and everyone I care about always end up coming back and hurting me anyway.

All I can do is just go lie down, listen to the red capped rapper, and close my eyes, wishing to be taken away from the shit that plagues my everyday life.

"What to do?
My life is through.
Just wanna give all myself for you.
So tell me why you said goodbye
And tell me why you're fucking up my whole life?"

-Limp Bizkit- "It'll be ok"

"There's nothing wrong,
wanting to be loved... is there something wrong with me?
For once in my life I'd like to be
really set free.
Let me be me.

-Korn-"B.B.K."

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don't be afraid of the future. it doesn't include you, it only removes you.

It is the duty of every patriot to protect his country from his government."
- Thomas Payne