I feel bad. I wasn't being a very nice person today.

Tomorrow I am going to try again to force myself to go to school.

I just won't talk.

Hopefully I won't embarrass myself again.

I finally found the black and silver necklace I made that I love... the numberology thing said it was by my closet, but I wasn't looking in the right place.

I guess I'm just out of it today. I'm going to have to organize all the stuff I make and never wear, or I'm just going to keep misplacing stuff, panicking, and then feeling like a complete idiot when I've found it.

That's what comes of having a hobby...

I was sitting in the kitchen a little while ago, I was making even more jewelry, because I was either feeling creative or board. It's freezing in there! I almost wish I had fur, like Whiskers. She always looks all nice and cozy warm. I'm jealous of that. Lately I've been either really really warm, or really really cold. I think I still have a fever.

But I'm still going to try to force myself to go back to school. There's too much to do! And there'lll be a ton when I get back... But I have to go, and I have to stay there... I'll never be able to get back online if I stay away much longer.

Yeesh... it's freezing.... *closes blinds*

Winter is definitly coming. It's going to start being all rainy and windy and cold.

I hate being cold. 35 days until Winter Break. Just a little more than a month... About 10 of those days are weekends... I don't think we have any more holidays. So it's about 25 days 'till I'm semi-free... for about 2 weeks, I guess... 2 weeks of semi-freedom is better than having those 2 weeks and just being at school, stressing...

Well, back to rearranging stuff, and then making more stuff... if I can. I'm out of a bunch of stuff... I'm gonna have to go down to General Bead. I love that place, it's trippy...

BUt the bad thing about re-arranging stuff is that once I do, I usually forget where I put it.
And trying to match things up is a pain in the back...

Otay, I'm going to get off the computer and stop whining now.

Later:

You know, I learned a lesson today. Wasn't exactly a very nice one, but I guess it will be useful.

I'm not exactly the nice person I thought I was. Unfortunatly.

Let's just hope I can change...
I don't want to be a mean person.

I used to think I was a nice person, but now I'm starting to doubt that.

Methinks I'm bitchy.

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