I tried to go to school today. I'm still sick. During lunch, after I ate my pitiful little sandwich, I was leaning against the wall sitting with my friends, and then all the sadness I've been internalizing clawed it's way through to the surface. Tears started rolling down my face, I'm not sure why.

My friends, they're not the bitches I thought most of them were, they all asked why I was crying, even though I didn't know why. I told them I thought I was still sick, which I do think. They told me I should go home.

According to people from my classes in the hall, I look awful. So I called my mom, got a permit to leave, and walked home in the cold fog. And I'm home now.

But when you start crying in a public place and you have no idea why, something is definitly wrong. But as I told my friends, I don't know what's wrong...

Older Stuff:
i'm a chargin mah laz0rz. - September 30, 2008
the summertime blues - June 21, 2008
my life so far - March 22, 2008
empty pockets - February 19, 2008
speech pattern changes - March 12, 2007

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